The last post highlights how the incidents which happen to us affect us .. behind every bitterness there is a reason …a similar kind of bitterness thrown upon the person by someone else.
I mean ..if someone shouts at us ..and we can’t shout back on him/her ..we choose someone less dominant than us as a prey to let out our frustration.
We become a channel for hurt… instead of love !! How beautiful it would be if we were a magician .. turning hurts into love and then letting out that love onto others… beautiful na !!!
I want to be the same ..just like Saibaba. A channel of love and love only.
It can’t happen if we are too much focussed on “others” .
If you start believing that your actions determine what your future will be ..you will never mind what others do.
You will feel hurt … Sad… but these feelings won’t be able to grip you for long. This belief gets stronger and stronger when you focus on SAI . Until then everything seems hard to apply in behaviour. Until then everyone is our enemy , no one understands us , and we feel alone alot of times.
Slowly he shows us that he is equally within them just like he’s within us!
Ohh.. how many times Baba saved me from scoldings .. soo soo many times .Some times he diverted the teacher away..sometimes he made some other thing prominent ..it’s like a everyday thing .. I use to tell sai please hide this mistake of mine.
I was always asking sai to do this or that ..until Baba made me see how letting him do what he wants ..is the best way to choose.
He can’t let anything bad happen to you ..he will never let you come to harm. So, let it be!
Baba has changed me alot .. turned this fearful child into so much less fearful ,brave girl 🤭
I remember I asked the best units to be allotted to me in internship..I remember I asked for decent marks everywhere …I remember I was always asking him to save me from myself !!
There were things that happened .. changed my life but Sai always gave me relief .. giving me reason behind everything that happened , always .
I still ask for more and more … I complaint alot too.. but somewhere in my heart , I know he has already done soo much and I’m happy that I know that he is here with me!
Sai maa is everything to me … Everyone ..he played so many roles in my life.
He even supported me when I took the wrong direction only to make me realise after a while that I’m lost . He is more than any worldly relation … he hides your flaws ..until you yourself accept them and ask him to better yourself.
Today ,in mere sai serial, one new sai devotee asked Baba “why do you roam here and there asking for bhiksha (भिक्षा) “alms” ? I will send enough cereals for you Sai and will keep providing you food from time to time. Then you won’t ever feel shortage.”
There are times when I imagined ..many devotees imagined why sai chose a poverty filled life.. he was God incarnate himself .Why can’t he fulfil his requirements if not wishes .
Sai , very calmly replied to this “I ask for alms ..roaming here and there , so that my mind always remembers how small I am .And the arrogance of being someone doesn’t arise anyway.”
How awesome he is!! Here I am feeling superior because I’m a doctor ..and there he is , the ruler of the world .. trying to dissipate his ego like this.
We are his magicians already , it’s just that how calm our mind becomes ..decides how fast we do what he wants us to do.
Vese bhi it’s his concern hehe. I am not worried about anything .
Let us chant sai sai so much that he becomes our existence …and there remains no difference .. no one can see where you start and he ends !!
Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai …
Om Sairam ❤️